Kamis, 23 September 2010

Self Portrait Friday: Tolerance...

There are some days where my hormones seem so out of whack…
That I have way too much coffee…
That I am itching to just jump out of my skin…
(need to have more physical activity - maybe kickboxing would be good)
I love this cat. I hate her attitude…
She bites people. She hisses at my kids. She poops on the floor (mental thing - automatic cat litter scooper scared her - like 10 years ago - now she thinks pooping is going to make something come up and bite her in the butt). And now she has started to pee on the floor in the basement. My studio is in the basement. We have teeny tiny windows (none of which open easily or without lots of pain in the butt effort). Can I just say that the ammonia is burning into my brain and making me furious… This is the second carpet in the basement. Some days I'm ready to "take her to the farm"...
But then again… 
maybe not…

There are so many sides to this…
For now, we deal, we clean & clean…
We replace carpets…
But I tell you what… 
The first time she bites one of my kids, that's it…
There will be no more "we need to talk about the cat"…
Because she will be wearing out her welcome - big time…

If she were a dog - she would not be getting away with this.
They don't have the luxury of "having an attitude" and running to hide and sleep all day to avoid human contact unless they are hungry…
They don't bite people many times and draw blood so often and get away with it...

What does this say about me as a person?
I think it puts me right in the middle of things.
Some would tolerate it until no end…
Some would have taken her to the farm a long time ago…

Sorry. My children take priority.
Stop biting, hissing, peeing and pooping outside the litter box and we will be ok…
Ugh!
If she could only understand...

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